Sunday, January 28, 2007

Why so quiet?

Falling Into Forty has been quiet. I know. I have been a bad blogger of late. Having the puppies has added to that, but it really isn't the reason.

I think I am feeling a bit of the post-40 blues. Not being 40 years old, exactly, but more post-turning 40 blues. For 15 months, everything was gearing up towards my big 4-0. Physically, emotionally, mentally... it was all about becoming 40 and starting a new chapter in my life.

Well, I'm 40 now, and I feel like I am... how to describe this? ... still stuck. I have not made changes yet, and I am feeling a bit in limbo.

I need to sort through this, I know. Part of it is the expected letdown after any major event. All the energy and effort that goes into it, and *poof* it's over. But it's more than that. I need to make a plan for the next several years of my life, and figure out what I want to do. Time's a' wastin', as they say.

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